Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Balas Jasa Yang Melahirkanmu



I got it. Haven't you? It can't be imagine, but it will remain last in my memory. It can be seen, can be feel, just Allah's know how glad we are if our parent's smile, and we are the cause of it. We did it and will keep did it until the final breath. InsyaAllah with His will, we'll see each others smile again in His Paradise with His Please, looking ceaselessly to His face. That's the highest satisfaction, the eternal happiness and the real enjoyment.


Ceriakan ummi abah setiap hari. Alhamdulillah, genap 25 tahun diri ini keluar dari alam rahim. Semoga Allah membalas Ummi dengan syurga dan rahmatNya.

Sudah 1/4 abad. Doakan kebaikan buat saya. Tegur jika ada yang tersilap tersalah. 25 tahun, tapi selalu disalah anggap baru habis SPM ataupun matrikulasi. Semoga bermanfaat perkongsian di blog ini. InsyaAllah akan menganjak sudut pandang dan olah cara pengurusan serta penulisan blog ini ke satu tahap yang lain. Doakan.

Monday, December 19, 2011

Andai Ini Wasiatku, Sedarlah Diri!

Kerna aku milik-Mu,
Duhai Tuhan..Kiranya diriku penuh dengan noda dan dosa,
Minta Kau ampunkan segala,
Aku..hambaMu yang tidak punya apa,
Aku..seorang hamba yang ingin memohon segala-gala dari Tuhanku yang Esa,
Namun, apakan daya..jiwaku jiwa yang ternoda,
Maksiatku berganda,
Ibadatku hanya sekecil cuma,
Bagaimana mungkin Engkau menerima permintaan aku segala,
Andai ini wasiatku..


Kiranya jasad ini pergi, kiranya jasad ini pergi,
Mohon teman-temanku bantulah aku disana,
Bukan dengan kiriman harta,
Hanyaku pohon kiriman pahala,
Semua yang pernah ku titipkan,
Bukan kubuat itu sengaja,
Kubuat dengan tujuan untuk hari muka,
Kiranya kau beramal..ingin sekali ku tuai di sana,
Hanya amalan mu ku pinta..
Kiranya amalanmu daripada nasihatku,
Moga-moga pahalamu juga untukku,
Kiranya kau pernah berbuat maksiat lalu dengan nasihatku kau meninggalkan,
Moga-moga ia memberi kesan kepadaku diperut bumi,
Yang menyendiri tiada ditemani,
Namun adik-adik teman-temanku sekalian, jasad ini masih disini,
Jasad ini hanya kan pergi ke satu arah yang lain,
Jasad ini yang pernah memesani,
Jadilah seseorang yang menapak dibumi,
Yang menyumbang kepada pertiwi,
Islam yang kita cintai,
Hari ini aku ingin menabur budi,
Bukan hanya untuk memesani,
Aku hanya pergi untuk menyambungkan usahaku di bumi,
Andai itu tujuanku.. duhai adikku kemana kamu?
Selalu ku titipkan pada mu ,
Jadilah seseorang bukan sembarangan,
Jadi, aku berusaha duhai adikku, untuk menjadi seseorang supaya pesanan ini kubuktikan..


Andai ini wasiatku,
Pemergianku, mohon ditemani,
Bukan ku pergi berseorangan,
Bukan bertemankan badan,
Bukan bertemankan harta yang engkau kumpul-kumpulkan,
Hanya ku mohon, temanilah aku dengan doamu,


Agar..kita menyedari,
Bahawa kita memang hamba di bumi,
Islam satu hari nanti,
Akan bertapak di sini,
Tempat kita berdiri!


-Sajak Oleh Abang (Ust) Ridhauddin Mohd Salleh-

Ole-ole renungan buat diri yang semakin kehilangan modal utama,
Satu-satunya modal itulah nyawa,
Satu-satunya bekalan hanyalah taqwa,
Saat demi saat berlalu masa,
Maksiatku tertimpa,
Taubatku terlupa,
Jalan ini terbuka,
Penyucian atau kemaksiatan ditata?
Sedang Dia mengetahui khianatnya mata,
Lagi mengetahui rahsia di dada..


Duhai diri, sedarlah yang kau kan pergi,
Bila-bila masa sahaja..

-Tambahan coretan diri yang hina tambah berumur-
Mohd Nuruddin Mohamed,
Bait al-Farouq.

Moga dikurniakan kebenaran dalam perkataan dan keikhlasan dalam beramal.

Happy Birthday to Muhammad al-Barra' Ayub



Sudah berumur 24 tahun mengikut perkiraan tahun Masihi, barakallahulak.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Jangan Terlalu Kenyang



Bagaimana jika mereka ini adalah adik, abang, kakak, ibu, ayah dan anak-anak kita? Bahkan sememangnya mereka-mereka ini adalah adik-beradik kita cucu cicit Nabi Adam 'alaihissalam..Apa peranan kita?

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Yakin Bersemangat


Bersemangat seperti seorang sahabat saya yang sentiasa bersungguh dan sangat teliti membuat kerja, Faizal Mohd Salleh dan Hakim Zakaria

Thursday, December 1, 2011

3rd Day; Continuation

Be prepared with this sophisticated bed, a common used bed in ICU and CCU ward (actually it just a simple bed if you how to use and modify it properly)


A hectic day.

#Less learn new thing (Because of SN tagging with me not that friendly as yesterday one)

#Here some of the reasons why lack and less time to learn new things.
-Send patient for choros (for coronory angiogram; which a test for whole heart being inspect under x-ray. Patient will be under LA, local anaesthesia(bius setempat) and usually take only for half an hour, but depend on patient whether have any complication or not)
-Actually I just make my note on patient to go for angiogram @ for choros, but I need to stop and the send patient to the OT, operation theater first.
-Finish from that; need to handle one uncle that restless, lack of cooperation given and always B.O and P.U.. (need to change pampers 3 to 4 times in one shift) + haphazard wire of ECG, nasal prong, Spo2 reader, etc. Just imagine.

# An exhausted day. Less learn new thing does not mean a bad day. It was a beautiful day to serve 3-4 elderly with heart. Serve like they are our parents.

#Makes me think of humanity, empathy, and kindness. Again, communication skill is vital here. Patience is the best allowance, and of course honesty is the best policy.



Moral of the day:
-Keep writing although it just a few sentences.
-Keep sharing to keep in touch with the word 'caring'.


1st December 2011,
Mohd Nuruddin Mohamed,
Mujamma' Siddiq Radiyallahu 'anhu

Let Gone Be By Gone

2nd Day; Adaptation


CRIB what it is? Hey, how long you have been in ward? You're final year right?.
Em, sorry Staff Nurse, actually we are going posted in several hospital and every hospital use their own acronym for... Oh, ok, ok. Understood. CRIB is Complete rest in bed. This patient is bla bla bla bla bla.. Wooo, actually this Sister (staff nurse/ SN) is very friendly and explained a lot of new things to me. She just seems fierce and strict in the beginning.

For Coros = For Angiogram


#Also learned how to dilute and prepared Dopamine from diluting until setup to the transfusion set (Dopamine is one of inothrope? others can be adrenaline or dobutamine, correct me if the spelling is wrong). Function of inothrope is to increase low blood pressure (BP) -


#Quiry about Antioxidant: Sodium metabisulphite 10mg in 5ml of Dopamine hydrochloride. What is it for? Then my best friend said it was a preservative to prevent dopamine from any damage. Thanks =)


#Got to know 1 patient with terrible history of life and horrific worldview (abuse, nepotisme, kronisme, money manipulating, etc). Take note for the betterment of the Ummah to strengthening the right way of life, al-Islam.


#A good and nice SN that I was tagged with taught me with patience on PR interval, what it is, how to count it, what is the normal reading of it
(0.12-0.20 = normal sinus rhythm)
(<60 heart beat/ minute = sinus bradycardia)
(>100 heart beat/ minute = sinus tachycardia)


#Learn also about ECHO. In a simple way, echo is purposely to look at cardiac wall motion, valve anatomical, and also on EF (ejection fraction of heart). For heart movement usually classified into 5 term, either one.
-Normal = ok la..
-Hypokinetic = less cardiac movement
-Akinetic = no movement
-Dyskinetic = unsymmetrical movement
-Aneurysm = to see on enlarge artery


#Last but not least, always have homework.
-Interprate ECG
-Get to know on the disease of one patient with holistic care and proper treatment should be prepare on.
-What is Echo preparation (before the procedure)?



Moral of the day:
Keep work, keep forward,
Keep low,
Your potential will bring you up to the sky regardless how many thousands obstacles waiting.
Istiqamah will defeat everything!

30th November 2011,
Mohd Nuruddin Mohamed,
Mujamma' Siddiq Radiyallahu 'anhu

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