“ Ahh, bisinglah Emak nih! (Argh.. mum, you’re so annoying!). I just see from distance. The scene of ‘faith-break’. It was Orchid 8B (Medical Male Ward). Still in HTAA. It was in the early morning when all nurses busy with basic care to patients and passing report on shift changing.
More on infection control when handling the patient on PTB (tuberculosis patient) and IVDU (intravenous drug user) diagnose. Still in orientation mood as i’m new in this ward. Adopted with different ward-mate, different staff-nurse, different attendent, different medication on charts, and totally different types of patient behaviour.
I choose the high risk cubicle with patients having PTB and IVDU. “Heh, tak reti ke orang tua ni??!! (Hey, don’t you understand old women??!!). Again, from the same bed the shout come. Pity, I have no time to approach the patient. It’s very rude in common sense to call your mother like that. It is much more difficult to deal with dead heart like this rather than to deal with the dead body....
In Islamic manner, even to refuse or rising voice to the parents as example to say “uhh..” already considered as mutinous act. Again my heart broke to witness the agony and moral ruined of my fellow Muslim nowadays. It makes me feel more keen to find ‘love’ in hospital.
A lot of things must be rectifying. Start from myself, my family, my friends, my state, my country and all the mankind. Key point and main medication for disease of the Ummah is “Back to Quran and Sunnah” Everything is there. Just we as human being keep close our heart, sight and hearing from the real truth in front of us.
What a pity ‘race’ to involve in heart accident and poisonous infection of nationalisme, secularisme, liberalisme, materialisme, capitalisme, and hedonisme. We throw our true identity (ISLAM) that was essence of our honour, simultaneously we put ourself into hell of Jahannam if keep attach with all of these human-created system.
Believe it or not? Ask your healthy faith heart, not your injured heart that corrupted by evil and desire!
5.00pm / 6 May 2009
Jalan Hospital Campus.